Wednesday, June 27, 2007
26th june.i disgraced myself. i cried again.
today was the new seating plan.set up by our wonderful,prettty,slim and cute form teacher.
she had this great idea of letting smart people choose their seats first.and stupid loser like me to choose it last.it was kinda like by rank?its like if you;re good in your studies,you get to choose where to sit first.she would take the higher of you and your partner's score.
the bad thing was me and zhijie score around the same mark.so yah,we got 17.which is the 2nd lAst pair to choose the seats.and obviously, people with common sense will choose the front seats.i was left with the back row.i just sat there,i couldnt hear anything,i couldnt see anything.my mind was blank. i felt discriminated.i didnt get to choose.im stupid.i dont deserve to sit in front.
wonderful mrs hong said that by putting smart people behind,shes depriving them of their chance to learn.ohh shes right.i dont need to learn.cause im stupid.im a loser.today daniel read out an announcement. honestly,i cant even hear la,until he screamed. from today onwards,prida's not going to answer teacher's question,shes not gonna listen to teacher.I MUST PROVE TO HER I;LL BE BETTER THAN HER./i'll be slimmer,prettier,taller? hahaha.hm that one no need prove.is gong ren one.
i feel stupid.i really do.i cried all the way from the foyer to my home!so diulian.i stopped halfway cause i ate icecream.hahaha and sophia said that eating ice cream makes people happy(:
haha shall not say anymore.i feel so sad and pissed.
once loved.
3:00 AM
